Chapter
8 from Keith's latest book: Inner Coach: Outer Power
Multi-dimensional
Journeys
with Extraterrestrials
By Keith Varnum
In college, Thanksgiving was a great
excuse for me to escape from the pressures of schoolwork. The
traditional rituals of the holiday were secondary to my need to blow off
steam and space out watching the latest action flicks. I never suspected
my soul would cast me in an action movie of my own adventures featuring
ET’s and inner space.
Lisa, Sylvia, Jacob, Chris and I were
good friends and fellow film students at the University of Michigan in
Ann Arbor. We were very thankful for the chance to skip town and
reconnect with living as normal human beings instead of college
students. When the holiday neared, we went our separate ways across the
country to spend time with our families and simply vegetate. As so often
occurred in my young sojourn on the planet, my inner coach had a
special, secret agenda for me on this particular holiday. Returning to
Ann Arbor after the school break, I discovered my friends and I had
independently latched onto the same idea for a co-created film. Each of
us came back to town wanting to do a documentary on “multi-dimensional
travel.”
As was my usual manner regarding
spiritual breakthroughs, I backed into this one with no idea of what I
was getting into. If I had suspected the divine disruption of my life
lying ahead, I probably would have postponed this adventure another few
lifetimes!
My friends and I didn’t considered
ourselves spiritually-inclined people. We were an unlikely crew of
metaphysical explorers. None of us ever heard of multi-dimensional
travel before. Nonetheless, in diverse ways in different parts of the
country, we were each connected with the same esoteric topic at the same
time.
One member of our group, Lisa, had
picked up a book on “astral projection.” Jacob met a new acquaintance
who shared her theories about “journeying to different levels of
awareness.” Chris was fascinated by a lecture on “past life regression.”
Sylvia came back from vacation bubbling with excitement about
“communicating with my Future Self,” which she had read about in a
metaphysical magazine article. I was riveted by a film documentary on
“multi-dimensional realities.” Reunited after the holiday, we marveled
at the synchronicity of our separate, independent discoveries and took
it as a sure sign this subject was meant to be our next film project.
A few days later, I was hanging with my
rock musician friend Rhone who, in an intoxicated state, let slip that
he had an Uncle Gaston in Montreal who was part of an “international,
secret, spiritual society.” He blurted out that his uncle’s mysterious
group taught yoga and meditation publicly and more exotic, arcane arts
privately. I seized the opportunity to tell Rhone about our documentary
project.
“Uncle Gaston knows a lot about
multi-dimensional travel. He refers to it as “soul travel.” He even
showed me how to do it. But it got too scary for me, man. Too weird. I
stopped seeing him and quit answering his phone calls.”
Much as I tried, Rhone wouldn’t share
the details of his paranormal experiences with his uncle. In fact, the
subject was closed by Rhone as quickly as it was opened by a few cans of
Bud.
Undaunted by Rhone’s fear, my friends
and I wanted to contact Rhone’s uncle in Montreal immediately. We
weren’t intimidated by the nature of the subject because our interest—so
we believed at the time—was purely artist and journalistic. It never
occurred to us for one moment we would actually do any
multi-dimensional travel. Intrigued and excited, we simply wanted to
make a film about the topic. Our modus operandi was to not get involved
in any way with the subject. We considered ourselves professionals. We
would be objective observers, not participants. Ah, the blind
arrogance and naiveté of journalists!
After the shattering effects of his
tutelage with Uncle Gaston, Rhone was loath to personally contact him
ever again. Finally, after much pleading, he agreed to give us his
uncle’s telephone number. Refusing to call his uncle, he insisted I
phone the group leader in Montreal myself.
I rang Rhone’s uncle at his home. As
soon as I mentioned my name, Gaston instantly replied, "Yes, we've been
expecting your call.” Being certain that Rhone had not previously phoned
him to tell him about us, I felt the Frenchman’s super calm, knowing
response was like an overused line from a cheap “B” horror flick.
Gaston added to the mystique of his
reply by coupling it with an invitation that seemed a bit overly
hospitable to strangers. Before I had an opportunity to mention our
connection with his nephew Rhone, or our interest in making a film, he
volunteered, “You can all come and stay at our house for as long as you
like."
A red warning light went off from my
inner guidance system. Hiding my uneasiness, I responded to Gaston’s
offer with polite, professional decorum, "Great. Four friends and I
would like to meet everyone in your group and film a documentary about
your endeavors.”
Jovially, Gaston agreed to my plans. He
and I made arrangements for the five of us to visit over our college
Christmas vacation and stay at his sprawling home in the suburbs of
Montreal.
Gaston’s overly gracious response was
my first intuitive clue that my friends and I were getting involved in
an adventure with deeper implications for our future than the making of
a documentary film. His words haunted me for days. Rhone confirmed he
hadn’t told his uncle about us. "Why such a generous offer of his home
to people he’s never met, before I even got to fully introduce myself
and my motives for phoning?” I queried my friends. No one had an answer
that quelled my uneasiness.
But, in a response typical of my
youthful innocence and inner trust, I ignored my personality’s urging to
investigate further before I proceeded. Had I hesitated or inquired
further, I may not have undertaken that fateful journey to Montreal.
A few days after Christmas Day, we
five, intent filmmakers drove from Ann Arbor to Montreal to shoot a
journalistic record of the teachings and operation of an esoteric,
spiritual society. About half way there, I became violently ill with
nausea, dizziness and diarrhea. I chalked it up to a combination of
over-excitement and intestinal flu. In retrospect, I realize my
condition had nothing to do with the flu. My body was reacting with
trepidation to the prospect of the total life upheaval awaiting me in
Montreal.
When we arrived, we were warmly greeted
by Rhone’s Uncle Gaston and Aunt Edith, who appeared to be a very
unassuming, sweet, vibrant French couple. They could easily have passed
for totally ordinary Quebecois. The two made a very cheery pair, alive
with the Gaelic spirit and joie de vivre. They invited us into
their typical, suburban home, which we later discovered was called "the
clubhouse,” a meeting place for an international spiritual group of
about two hundred people.
A short time after we arrived, it began
to snow… and snow… and snow. It snowed heavily all night. When we opened
the front door in the morning, we found six feet of snow had blanketed
the city overnight. The powdery white fluff had drifted up above the
opening of the front door. The storm was severe, even by Canadian
standards! The whole city was at a standstill. It would take days to
clear the streets. We were, in effect, shut in with the extraordinary
subjects of our film.
My co-journalists and I reasoned it was
the perfect opportunity for us to get to better know the people who were
to be the focus of the documentary. Rhone’s relatives, however, had
other plans for us! Their intentions differed vastly from ours.
That morning, Gaston and Edith calmly
confided that they headed a secret international, or as they described
it more accurately “intergalactic,” spiritual society. The group met and
operated in secret because they felt they could function more freely as
an underground organization. The membership consisted of a wide spectrum
of ordinary citizens comprised of all ages, races and backgrounds that
included doctors, lawyers, bankers, artists, truck drivers, post office
workers, housewives, college professors and students. Most of the group
members felt it was best if their ordinary work colleagues, relatives
and casual friends were unaware of their membership in such an extremely
esoteric, metaphysical society.
After a restful night’s sleep, we eased
into our first whole day with the Bourdages. My friends and I were still
under the comforting illusion we were there to make a film. Listening
politely, the five of us sent silent, bemused messages back and forth
between us with our eyes. This turn of events was even better for our
project than we had anticipated. They were actually telling us about the
inner workings of their society and we were gathering a wealth of
information. When Gaston offered to acquaint us with their spiritual
practices, we quickly accepted his offer. After all, the more we knew
about what these people were up to, the more thorough, accurate and
powerful our documentary would be.
Having our complete attention, Gaston
then informed us that he and Edith were not human! We all took a
collective deep breath. We remained silent. What could we say to that!
In a casual tone, with a straight face, Gaston stated the two of them
had taken human form for the purpose of increasing the comfort level of
the humans with whom they interacted, “Our intentional guise of familiar
human appearance makes communication so much easier, you see.”
“Yes, of course,” we agreed in stunned
unison, trying to hide the skepticism in our voices.
Since the snowstorm had paralyzed
travel in the city and trapped us inside with these folks for a few
days, my friends and I felt we needed to reserve our opinions on the
veracity of their extraterrestrial revelation. We nodded diplomatically
and Gaston began to unfold his version of the true history of planet
earth and the cosmology of the universe.
The essence of Gaston’s presentation
was focused on the true nature and meaning of life. He declared that all
beings are, in essence, Spirit. As individualized aspects of the
Oneness, people incarnate on earth, in other worlds and in other
dimensions for the sole (soul) purpose of exploring creation. All beings
leave the Unified Field of Consciousness, Oneness, by deliberately
buying into the belief of separation and duality, the cosmic play of
opposites, the polarities of right and wrong, good and bad, light and
dark, up and down, and yin and yang.
This deliberate forgetting of our
connection to the unity of all things in Spirit allows us to create and
play in a world of front and back, visible and invisible, and form and
essence. The front—visible form—is the universe of physical matter,
which we can see, touch, smell, hear and taste. The
background—underlying invisible, essence reality—is made of nonphysical
energy, which we can contact through multisensory perception.
Most people have yet to open their
senses to this more fundamental, causative aspect of life—the
nonphysical, vibrational level of reality. This behind-the-scenes energy
is primal life force, which is the creative power that animates all
forms of life.
The lively Frenchman described in
elaborate detail planet earth’s role in the cosmic unfolding of the
Universal Plan or Game. He emphasized to us that his explanation of the
true nature of the universe would be heard and absorbed differently by
each of us. Each person’s perception would vary according to their
individual personality with its unique belief filters and cultural
conditioning.
Gaston also informed us that every year
or so, he would reiterate this same basic information to us, but in
different terms and on a higher level of understanding, “As each of you
grow in wisdom and personal power, you will be able to absorb more
truth. And I will be able to explain the workings of the cosmos in a
more and more accurate way. However,” he forewarned, “the explanation I,
and other spiritual teachers, share with you at each successive, higher
level will make the previous level of information seem to you, on the
surface, like a lie. But each new, more accurate version of the human
story will only appear to contradict the last version because
your understanding of the true nature of life will have changed so
radically. You will be in such a new place, a place of greater clarity
and truth, that your old ways of understanding life will seem overly
simple, naïve, even false. You will be seeing life through new eyes—a
fresh, expanded perspective that will render your old points of view
obsolete.”
I will
interrupt my tale for a moment to tell you that, since my time with
Gaston, I have, in fact, been told and retold essentially the same
cosmology in many different forms. Not by Gaston, but rather by other
spiritual mentors: Indian guru Sai Baba, Ascended Master St. Germain,
macrobiotic leader Michio Kushi; spiritual teacher Lester Levenson and
Hopi medicine man Medicine Cloud, among others. As Gaston had predicted,
each new rendering of the truth of existence made the preceding
rendition seem like fiction to me. That aside taken care of, I will
continue with our experience with Uncle Gaston.
Gaston talked to us for a full day,
breaking only for one meal. After hours of trying to integrate the
amazing human adventure Gaston was positing, we were finally excused. We
crashed for twelve hours of deep slumber.
The next morning found the city of
Montreal still in the grips of the blizzard and at a standstill. But not
Gaston! He had a momentous journey in store for the five of us. When we
awoke, the cheery extraterrestrial announced he would like to assist us
in experiencing the full spectrum of our soul’s cosmic existence. He
wanted to take us “soul traveling,” also referred to as “astral
projection,” “multi-dimensional awareness” or “exploring one’s Akashic
Record.”
Having come to Montreal specifically to
film a story about this fascinating procedure, we readily agreed to give
it a shot. Mind you, none of us really believed the otherworldly
technique was valid, or that it would work for us, so we were quite
relaxed and calm about such a weighty undertaking. Imagine our shock
when, under the skilled direction of Gaston, we spent the next five days
soul traveling through the multi-dimensional universe!
While lying fully clothed on a bed,
each of us were cajoled into allowing our inner coach, or soul, to open
to an awareness of various lifetimes on earth, on other planets and in
other dimensions. In some of the lifetimes, we didn’t inhabit physical
bodies as dense as our bodies on earth; we had energy bodies that were
translucent, very light and fluid.
Three days later, it gradually dawned
on us, we were no longer simply exploring our subject for objective,
investigative journalism. We were, in fact, undergoing a very
subjective, spiritual initiation and transformation. By the time we
realized this, we were so deeply engrossed in the adventure that it was
too late to turn back, or attempt to return to being solely objective
observers.
Each of us went on a dozen or so of
these extra-dimensional awareness journeys. Whether we were truly
experiencing actual other lifetimes was not important to us at the time
because whatever we were doing, it was very real and powerful for us. We
experienced being physically in each body and lifetime with a level of
concreteness equal to that of our everyday reality. We were aware of a
small portion of our consciousness in a body lying on a bed back in
Montreal on earth in 1969, but most of our attention was riveted to very
realistic, sensory, emotional and physical events in another time and
place.
The level of experiential authenticity
of these life adventures was teaching us such deep, profound emotional
and social life lessons, we didn’t care if these other lifetimes were in
reality our own previous or future existences or not.
During each lifetime, Gaston would
guide us through birth and death in that existence. The births were very
visceral, tangible and emotional. The deaths were equally physical,
palpable and dramatic. Over and over, we each experienced our soul
coming into a physical body at birth and then leaving the physical body
at death.
We also reconnected with what occurs to
people between lifetimes. We met with spiritual advisors, talked about
what we learned during the last lifetime, and then chose our next
lifetime. We could elect to be a woman, man, farmer, artist, peasant or
prince. The choices were as endless as the universe. And the cumulative
effect of these realistic and fascinating journeys was profound.
We were acutely aware that the purpose
of each re-visiting of a lifetime was for our soul to learn more about
the effects of greed, selfishness, revenge, jealousy and dishonesty—as
well as joy, innocence, humor and compassion. We realized we had
stumbled into a treasure house of direct knowing about the most
significant aspects of human existence.
Each lifetime allowed us to directly
experience what happens when we stay overly focused on and obsessed with
fame, power, money, sex or security for a whole lifetime. We saw
firsthand how being stuck in a certain narrow point of view in one
lifetime dominated and decimated our aliveness and humanity in that
lifetime. We personally absorbed the healing and liberating power of
exchanging genuine concern, intimacy and laughter. The soul journeys
were explorations of all the various human conditions and frailties that
exist on the planet—and in our past and future.
Each lifetime we visited also had
significant, synchronistic relevance for the challenges we were, in
fact, facing in our current life on earth. Each of us had intuitively
chosen issues to confront that were valuable and timely for us to
explore in terms of our weaknesses and strengths in our present daily
lives. The lessons I learned were ones I’ve not forgotten. In fact, the
revelations from those soul trips changed forever how I live my life.
After five days of soul travel, Gaston
demonstrated how to open the chakra energy centers of the body. The
massive amount of natural vitality and raw aliveness released from these
sessions was almost overwhelming. Each of us felt vibrant and open to
the power and majesty of the universe in a way none of us had ever felt
before in our lives.
As if the shamanic journeys and chakra
revitalization were not enough transformation for one week, Gaston then
gave each of us a four-hour personal soul history. For four straight
hours, he candidly revealed to each of us who we really were as eternal
spirits, what our souls came to do here on earth this lifetime, and how
well we were accomplishing our spiritual goals. Gaston didn’t pull any
punches. He was blunt, direct and specific. He knew events in our lives
none of us had ever told anyone before—not close relatives, not even our
best friends. He spoke facts about our lives, and truths about our
feelings, we hadn’t even admitted to ourselves! It was quite shocking to
all of us that anyone could know these deeply intimate details of our
lives. This wasn’t hit-and-miss fortune-telling. This was in-depth soul
truth.
Gaston posited that when the Oneness
deliberately fragmented into separate aspects of consciousness, each
individual being ended up embodying more of one aspect of consciousness
than the other qualities of the Oneness. Some people mainly embody and
emanate the vibration of love. Others radiated more the essences of
strength, transformation or courage. We each carry all the different
parts of the totality, but express different aspects to varying degrees.
We each have different jobs to do here.
My personal reading was mostly
encouraging. The Gaelic seer told me I’m here on a multi-lifetime
mission of peace. I’m here to observe humans and society to see how
people behave and interact in a multitude of challenging, everyday,
human situations. When I’ve watched and learned enough, I’m going to
apply my observations to help people deal better with everyday life.
Using various psychological therapies, I’m destined to assist people to
make peace with their inner demons, and in the process, with other
people. I’m also here to help develop successful approaches to conflict
resolution in our society. Eventually, I’ll embody and radiate the
vibration of peace to such a degree that if people who were arguing come
within five hundred feet of me, they’ll simply quit quarreling and move
into a tranquil state. Gaston said I was from a place called Xeros, a
planet, or timeless space, of peace.
My closest friend in our group, Chris,
also got a favorable reading. Gaston described to him in detail how he
was progressing very well toward his life mission of sacred service.
Chris’ reading tied together many seemingly disparate events in his life
into a cosmic mosaic of purposeful design. Soon after our collective
adventure in Montreal, Chris’ human journey lead him to Findhorn, a
spiritual community in Scotland. He went there initially to seek
assistance in understanding what happened to him in Montreal. After
integrating his radical tutelage with Gaston, Chris has been involved in
spiritual healing and teaching in Great Britain ever since.
One particular aspect of Gaston’s soul
readings impressed me: the content of his life readings was not entirely
complimentary. In fact, for three members of the group, Sylvia, Lisa and
Jacob, the revelations of the frank Frenchman were very unflattering and
disturbing. From my perspective, his appraisal of the soul expression of
all of us were very loving and non-judgmental. However, from their point
of view, my three friends felt they received very derogatory assessments
of their lives. Gaston had been extremely honest and specific, and they
were not ready to hear reckonings as direct, accurate and detailed as he
shared. He was quite explicit about each of them being caught this
lifetime in a very narrow band of egotistical self-interest. In
retrospect, I feel his intention in his harsh delivery was to shake up
and shock my friends so they’d look inward and re-focus the direction of
their lives. At the time, his stark truth telling had the opposite
effect. My three comrades became intensely angry and resistant toward
Gaston and his suggestion they go inward to intuitively review their
lives. After their life readings, the three were ready to revolt and
bolt! They had definitely had enough self-truth reflected to them by
this candid extraterrestrial.
Chris and I were ready to split the
scene as well. We had reached the “outer limits” of our ability to
absorb any more social or personal revelation. By then, Montreal’s
sturdy army of snowplows had cleared the streets of the city, and we
could leave. As if of one intention, the five of us packed our
belongings to return to Ann Arbor and familiar environs, both
geographically and psychologically. It would be a gross understatement
to say we felt completely overwhelmed by our experience with this
secret, intergalactic society.
We had no way of adequately dealing
with the events of that week mentally, emotionally or physiologically.
What was left of our minds was blown into almost unrecognizable pieces.
We were drained emotionally. Our bodies were reeling with the stress and
strain of having our worlds rocked and exploded beyond recognition. Not
having a metaphysical background at the time, none of us ever read or
heard anything resembling the types of experiences we just went through.
We had no frame of reference in which to put our week of spiritual
initiation. We’d totally forgotten our original plan to make a film in
Montreal. Our overriding desire at the time was to put as much physical
and psychological distance between us and the source of our overwhelm as
possible!
Driving the ten hours back to the good
old US of A, we had time to rehash the week’s dramatic events in exact
detail. And the privacy of a car allowed us to recount the traumatic
ordeal with great emotion and depth. Together, the five of us considered
at length every conceivable way to view the preceding week’s affair.
By the time we arrived in Ann Arbor,
the three who disliked their life reviews, Sylvia, Lisa and Jacob, had
concluded that Gaston and Edith were evil or, at the very least, part of
a cult that was very dangerous to their physical and spiritual safety.
They reached a state of panic, and, feeling they needed protection from
the people in Montreal, sought advice and defensive rituals from a
“white witch.” The day after our return to Ann Arbor, all three came
over to the house where Chris and I lived. In a fervent frenzy, they
sprinkled holy water and salt on our heads, and on every doorstep and
doorsill in the house. They claimed being blessed by these sanctified
natural elements would ward off the evil spirits connected with the
“satanic” Montreal cult. They screamed and railed at Chris and me to
awaken to the danger of the demonic spell cast on us by Gaston.
The frantic, bizarre scene unfolding in
front of us resembled a skit from a cosmic, comic “Three Stooges” skit!
Our three, frightened friends had twisted every word of Gaston’s
presentation into a fanatical, ironclad indictment of the whole Montreal
group and their motives. Chris and I didn’t know whether to laugh or
cry. Confused and bombarded, we alternated between reacting with horror
and humor. Clearly, it wasn’t funny to witness our close friends in such
a state of panic and terror. However, the extremely righteous and
sanctimonious way they denounced the whole philosophy of the Montreal
group verged on the absurd and ridiculous.
Conversely, Chris and I were
experiencing a spiritual healing and awakening from the initiation in
Montreal. Our friends’ fearful over-reaction to the miraculous spiritual
gifts of Gaston was challenging us to evaluate our experience even more
deeply. Yes, Chris and I were also freaked out on a psychological level.
However, we viewed our mental resistance as a normal, expected reaction
to a mind-blowing experience. Our everyday paradigm had been busted wide
open by Gaston. The familiar security of our mainstream perceptual
framework had been shattered. Stretching our cultural envelope beyond
its limits, we were thrust way outside our box of normal experience.
However, contrary to our three
hysterical friends, Chris and I were extremely grateful. We were
unnerved, but not undone, by our expulsion from ordinary reality. We
were thankful at being liberated from the prison of our old, narrow
world. When our three alarmed friends burst upon our home, Chris and I
were celebrating our emancipation, not seeking a way to invalidate and
reverse it.
Naively, Chris and I tried to
intellectually discuss our different point of view with our three
fear-stricken friends. Unfortunately, they were long past the point of a
philosophical resolution to their perceived predicament. They felt their
very survival was at stake. They were afraid their souls were in danger
from demonic forces.
There was nothing Chris and I could do
to mollify their terror. Before our spiritual adventure in Canada, we
felt our three friends were fairly strong individuals. But the
experience totally shook their grasp on a safe reality. All three
eventually sought psychiatric counseling to help resolve the disruption
of their worlds caused by the Montreal trip. They broke off
communication with us. Unfortunately, I’ve lost track of all three of my
former, cinematic comrades.
I’ve not had any further contact with
Gaston or the people in Montreal—that is, that I am aware of! On other
levels of consciousness, I’m certain they’ve been assisting me. They
invited the five of us to come back to see them in Montreal anytime we
wanted. However, after our first encounter, I needed an extensive period
of time to integrate the expansive spiritual opening Gaston afforded me.
The only request Gaston made of us was to share what they revealed to us
with whomever it felt intuitively right. As I absorb the wisdom and
tools Gaston gave me in Montreal, I pass on these treasures through my
workshops and personal coaching.
The central purpose of the secret,
spiritual society in Montreal is the same intention of my Dream
Workshops. Our common goal is to bring people together as peers to
awaken to their connection with the Infinite, and empower people to use
their natural spiritual powers for the good of humankind and their
individual soul purposes. The way Gaston helped us to open to direct
communication and guidance from our inner coach laid the foundation for
the intuitive, shamanic journeys that are so valuable now for people in
the Dream Workshops.
*****
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